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ZINA TAN XIU QI (:
25th August 1992
YangZheng Pri; Dunman High School
6G'o4; 2A'o6; 4F'o8; 5C12'o9
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I want to grow taller, and be slim, and pretty, and pleasant-looking, and clever, and intelligent, and hardworking, have pretty big eyes, have long eyelashes, have a sharp nose, have perfect eyesight, have long silky hair, have smooth skin, and have less scars and cuts. I want to be a good friend, good sister, good auntie, good student, good daughter, good dancer, good swimmer, good senior, good role model. I want to have many friends. I want to have lots of money. I want my friends to like me. I want my family to love me. I want my siblings to think I am a good example. I want my juniors to think I am a good example. I want my friends to think I am a good friend. I want to have good grades in school. I want to dance well. I want to be close to perfect. I want to forever be happy. =D

Today sucked. It sucked so much that now when I think back, I think and I strongly wish it was just a nightmare. But you said it. I don't have to explain why I know it's me. And it hurts, so damn bad. What have I done wrong? You din't like it so I din't do it. But you still friggin' exploded. You said it's my bad. Yup, maybe it is. You said I was the cause of your explosion. You referred to me as "other pple". You said the sight of me irks. You said I should just get out. You are so mean. What have I done wrong? Why are you so cold and sharp??

And then you asked me to smile...

How the hell do you get me smiling after you said all those?! I have a pair of ears that works so perfectly fine. So whatever you said have gone in, and there's no organ that removes them. Not even a litte, at least not so soon.

Is it you who have changed or is it me who is getting worse? Can you tell me so I can change??? You mean alot to me, and I really don't wanna lose you :(((